Friday, October 31, 2008

Tired with Satisfaction

Tiring weeks, full of appointments and datings, my life was just pack and exciting. Eventhough my sleeping time is more than 7 hours per day, I' m so tired everyday. Reach home later than 12am always, even late! I became used to it. Of course I feel very happy to date with my old friends, college mates, colleagues, "pig" & "dog" hometown friends....means that I'm still alive in their circles. My friends asked me not to make myself so tired, but I rather spend my time and energy to meet my friends up. It's not that easy to keep in touch with everyone but at least I would try not to lost contact with anyone of them. As in here, I wish not to lost contact with anyone of you, so I choose to continue my blog here when I'm able to do so. Sometimes, laziness causes me outdated from your news, especially I stopped reading blogs for few months, so dare not to open your sites where as a lot of new blogs will be flashing out. Urh.....scared by my imagination.

My new photos are coming soon...please prepare or you will miss it! haha...

Thursday, July 17, 2008

New Day, New Job, New Experience...Start To Work Lu

Finally, I have to say goodbye to my long vacation... Starts from tomorrow, it will be a brand new day for me, I'm going to start work tomorrow! My position is so called Assistant Wedding Planner. I started looking for this job few weeks ago, and finally I got it. Hmm, do not know why I am so eager to look for this job before this.

After graduate, I'm still floating even I already decided to enroll myself in event management. I hate to live my life too systematically like sitting in the office whole day. It will kill me and take away all my happiness. (Am I too exaggerate? Ohoho)

Oddly, once I got the confirmation from Ever After Wedding Planner Company, I became undecided. Is it the thing I really looking for? This question appears in my mind. I forgot what pushing me forward to enter this profession. Just a short decision or an act of impulse, it leads me to confusion. Yes, I'm sure that I'm interested to challenge the job like this but I need to sacrifice a lot of things. Time, I have no time to back to Mentakab since I need to work during every weekend. May be I'm just scare of losing, not time but is the connection between my family and friends. I very understand, when you got something, you have to give up something. Hope that what I have to give up is worth enough than what I get. Lets let go all my shilly-shally, I should can get my answer clear in short. As what I tell my friends always, do not regret for what you have chosen, once decided, you can just only go straight and no use to look back again. So, I wish I could work contentedly and find out my path. Anyway, I'm still young, right? Hehehehe...

Right here, I wholeheartedly say that, no matter what's going on, I will always beside you, my dear friend. So, please do not hesitate to call me up if you are willingly or "accidentally" getting married. I am always on call to give you consultation and wedding packages. Lolx..............

Friday, July 4, 2008

Days


It was a long long break. Long time no see, my lovely bloggers. Hmmm….I wish I could have a long vacation like now anytime I want. Yesterday, is not my day. Diarrhoea back again! It came when I was doing interview. Oh my god, it was embarrassing me. Until today, my stomach not yet feeling well. The chocolate that I ate previous night is suspicious, stupid Bitter chocolate I won’t eat you again! Huh…. After interview I walked out from Central Plaza building and I walked to Sg. Wang to buy something there. On my way, suddenly rain dropped heavily and I got my long pants totally wet, about 1 ft. The lucky of the unlucky is that I have brought along my pink umbrella. If not, sure I will become a “wet chicken”. Smart nia ~~


Today, a very normal day but something I never expect happened. I back to Mentakab and I went out with somebody at night. Guess who? Not Wen Bin ok! But is she, one of my primary school’s best friends. Not Wen Yee k! She is Chai Jian. Yesterday, Ah Mong text me and told me Chai Jian asked both of us hang out to have a drink. I was so wondering. We just like lost contact since many years ago. I thought she was just a passer by in my life. Reflect back the memories we belong since we were in childhood, I nearly forgot the great time we had. Too many things happened, happy, unhappy, it was my childhood. Today, I am happy to receive her invitation. And, 3 girls chat until 1.15 a.m. If let me describe, I would say today is “A very normal but little special day.”

Sunday, May 11, 2008

懒人日记 II 之 懒人的守则

谁说自己不懒的,其实都在欺骗自己!每个人都有懒惰的基因,只是看你严不严重而以。懒人的基本守则如下:

1. 浪费力气很辛苦,是懒人的大忌,所以必须抱着能够站着就不走着,能够坐着就不站着,能够躺着就不坐着的原则。

2. 走路很辛苦,尤其当太阳公公出来了,更是让人懒懒散散的,所以能够驾车就不走路,如果连驾车也懒,不如就让人载,如果连让人载也懒,就乖乖呆在家躺在床上吹冷气睡大觉。

3. 吃东西是直接吞,连咀嚼几下也懒了。

4. 回到家臭臭的,不冲凉者,不只懒而且还脏死了。

5. 睡觉睡到死,赖床赖到死,叫死不会醒者, 是懒睡到死。(refer to.fatty kiong only

只要你符合了任何一项,请别用无辜的表情说:“我没有!我不是!”

Hmmm…我暂时想不出来了,等想到了再continue…..

其实,人懒得是福 ~~

Monday, April 14, 2008

懒人日记1 -- 懒人的幻想世界

考试,我到目前的人生当中都是为了考试而奋斗,为考试而活。 啃了不知多少东西,叫我回想读了什么,我还真的忘光光了,脑袋空空。现在是我最后一个大学考试,没心情读,懒啊!现在才后悔上课为什么不专心点,哎。。。看着一大堆的notes,闲啊

这时,我想到了小叮当的八宝袋。笨笨的大雄不会背乘法表,小叮当给了他神奇面包,只要把面包压在乘法表的上头,字就会自动photostat到面包上,然后大雄把面包吃下去,就会背了!啊,我也好想要神奇面包,这样就不用背到要死了。。。能一面吃一面背,对懒人来说,是最幸福不过的事来了。

这,就是我的Utopia之一...

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

Forgiveness

Not feeling good... After reading cheng & kiong's blog, felt that they are brave and good in expressing their feelings & emotions. I think i just hardly do that. Not I feel shy but is that i do not wish to expose my weaknesses in front of so many eyes. There is something i need to keep in my heart and not to share with anyone even i hope i can share with u guys. Everyone have their own secret. Sometimes, what u witness is actually part of the truth. Nevertheless, is it good for you to witness the complete and real truth? Hmm...mayb i need some time to get myself away from the negative emotions.

Forgiveness, needs tolerance and a large-minded. Not everyone can have such broad-minded. I even think that forgive is a degree of knowledge. Looking back from what I had been through, i learned the meaning of forgiveness. “ 原谅并不是形式上的不责怪不怨恨,而是需要更多的豁达与包容。” Try to view from another perspective, there'll be smth different. There is no saint in the world but there have a people with great minded and magnanimous who can just let go the unfairness and sadness.

This few days, i didn't go for classes, just 2 classes only, not so much so please stop imagine. Moody. Something wrong with me. I need chocolate to let myself feel happier. My brain keep repeating the same "issue" in my mind. Time, what i need is time. I need time to purify my mind. Hope that it is a brand new day when i awake tomorrow.

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

Movie from all of us for Liew ~ Bye

Hi everyone, I know most of u havent watch the movie i produced for liew, so i show it here. Plz forgive the imperfectness of the movie cz tis is the 3rd edition which i did it in hurry..and tis is my 1st time..actually the 1st edition is the perfect version but the comments inside are incomplete. anyway, thx for the cooperation from all of u.


Liew, nothing much i can do for u... jus hope that tis movie can cheer u up when u r down, when u need someone beside u, when u feel like miss us so much and.......

although it is imperfect, but i know u'll appreciate it so much, haha....nx time i ll improve if i have chance to make another movie for anyone of u...

lastly, wish u have a blessed life in Aberdeen! i'll not forget that "night" v chat...take care!

Monday, March 17, 2008

看我们做的好事!

Day by day i surf through facebook and saw more and more new photos and comments added, everynight i read through our fren's blogs, feel exciting when there is any new comment added because most of the comments really made me laugh. 1 time i read leng mong's comment when i doing facial, i cant help laughing even i tried to keep down! ohs my poor facial...From that night, i learned not to read our blogs and comments when doing facial.

Well, really cant remember how many times v hang out together n how many dinner v took together, i even spent more time with all of u than my parents. tis make me feel lament. hahaha....but so far the feel is not too bad la : ) i know many of us become poorer and poorer nowadays.


Y our money flies like got wings? Let's review where our money gone:

japanese food - Kiku Zakura, Oh Sushi, 美岛寿司, Sakae, Sushi King

korean food - Romakee & Cheers

italianese food - Italianese and TGI Friday

combination of international food buffet- Shogun, Telephone Rice Shop, Kiong's 21th Birthday Buffet (Bukit Merah), Redbox, Neway

steak house - Food Foundry, The Ship, Tony Romas

hong kong style restaurant - Wong Kok, Prince, Long De Chuan Ren, Island Cafe, Kim Gary, 1st Station, You4 Yi1 Chun1

dessert House - Remember to Eat, Tong3 Chi1 Dou2

steamboat house - Yuan Steamboat, 3 in 1 steamboat, porridge steamboat x infinity

seafood Restaurant - Malaysia Restaurant (Awana.K trip), Klang's Seafood Restaurant, Subang Airport Seafood Restaurant, Kepong Seafood Restaurant (all cant remember the name)

western food chain - Chillis, Secret Recipe, Delifrance, The Manhattan Fish Market, Pizza Huts, KFC (no McD, y har?)

pub - Crystol

supper - Murni, Steven Corner, Williams

special location and events- Yong4 Dou4 Fu4, Ma2 La4 Ban3 Mian4, Potluck, Jenjarum, KLCC Bridge, pasar malam (haha...)

Movie:King Kong
Long Kong
Ah Long
Hills Have Eyes2
Harry Porter
Spiderman
10,000 BC
Spiderwick
The Descent (but lastly i went for The Mama's =.=")
Into The Blue
Alien VS Predator
Fantasy 4
Transformer
American Gangster
Pirates of The Carribean
Enchanted
Swedney Todd
National Treasure
Rush Hour 3
Game Plan

Trip: Melaka
Genting
Cameron Highland
Redang
Awana Kijal
Bukit Merah
Wasa Queen Cruise
Kuantan

hardly remember all...hmm....i alr tried my best, jus summarizing all the things v had done b4..
haiz...GONE MONEY GONE

to be continued....

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

To know urself and ur frens better

thx wan wan, she is the one who share tis in her blog, n she alr posted her result up. so i decided to paste all of the results here for u all references. i think through tis v can know ourself and each other better ^0^ plz check it out, i think it is too a lot, jus read urself 1 enough if u r lazy to read all...


颜伟旋 的內在想法
*個性比較保守、且內心非常小心、謹慎
*外表看起來開放、隨和、主動積極有活力,但私底下卻是被動、且思多行少
*頭腦很好、數字概念很強
*太維護自尊,讓人覺得很好強、太愛面子
*頭腦清楚、聰明反應快

颜伟旋 的外在行為
*喜歡動腦,不喜歡動手動勞力
*很討厭失敗的感覺,所以在做事前會想得很多很久
*對自己很有自信,不會在意別人來懷疑自己
*只會關心比較關於自己的事,其它都笑笑的帶過
*當自己成功時會很愛現

颜伟旋 的感情分析
*對於感情的態度比較執著,未來是個會疼老婆的男人
*願意對女友奉獻、付出,感情上比較穩
*遇到不錯的女孩子會主動去追求,屬於積極型的
*重視性生活,婚後若性生活不和睦將會影響感情發展
*除非另一半讓自己忍無可忍,否則不會輕易放棄


廖殷毅 的內在想法
*想得比較多,簡單的事也常常想到很複雜
*頭腦不錯,求學時成績良好,很會做筆記
*個性主動、積極,比較會去配合他人
*對於不熟的人防禦心比較強
*看起來很好說話,但倔強起來比石頭還硬

廖殷毅 的外在行為
*沒什麼安全感,很怕失去生活中所擁有
*對於自己有利的事就會斤斤計較,不放過自己的利益
*不關自己的事就會顯得懶懶的,不予理會
*做事很有效率,速度非常快
*一開始覺得很有親和力,但被發現自私後,就會疏遠

廖殷毅 的感情分析
*對於感情的態度比較執著,未來是個會疼老婆的男人
*願意對女友奉獻、付出,感情上比較穩定
*遇到不錯的女孩子會主動去追求,屬於積極型的
*重視性生活,婚後若性生活不和睦將會影響感情發展
*除非另一半讓自己忍無可忍,否則不會輕易放棄


张开强 的內在想法
*思想一向比較主觀,自我意識很強
*比較相信自己,猜疑心比較重,會提防他人
*想法前衛新穎,會自己發明新的事物
*有些感情用事,不夠冷靜沉著
*疑心病過重的人,會導致人際關係失敗

张开强 的外在行為
*很在乎自己的想法做法,有時無法容納他人的建議
*當自己覺得沒希望的時候,很容易自我放棄,突然會變得很脆弱
*有創意、有才華,很會舉一返三
*個性有時太過衝動,明知不可為的事會硬去做
*爆發力十足,但比較短暫,有三分鐘熱度的感覺

张开强 的感情分析
*遇到喜歡的對象會主動追求,一旦追到後則希望女友能配合自己
*初戀對象通常沒辦法續緣,且會分手的相當痛苦
*一旦分手後很快就能振作起來,會再去尋覓另一個
*很容易喜歡上對方,感情也很容易淡掉,不易維持
*除非自己能惜福、珍惜現在的另一半,才會長長久久


林立隽 的內在想法
*反應很快、腦筋也動得快
*學習力強,容易適應所在的環境
*讓人感覺很有智慧,也會表達出自己的意見
*雖然很熱心,但沒什麼耐心
*投機心比較重,會耍小聰明或用一些小技巧來達到目的

林立隽 的外在行為
*對別人的判斷相當精準又清楚,但相反的,卻對自己非常猶豫
*帶點憂柔寡斷,讓他人分不清究竟你的準則在哪裡
*很會享受人生,不會虧待自己
*表情動作常常很誇張,情緒可以大起大落,像個演員

林立隽 的感情分析
*一旦碰到喜歡的女孩子,可以愛的轟轟烈烈的
*對於感情的溫度升得快、降得也快,年輕時交往時間通常不長久
*愛得太衝動,會有閃電結婚的情況發生
*只要認為感情已經索然無味,就會分得很徹底,不會拖拖拉拉
*感情磁場很容易發生變化、波折,除非遇到形影不離的對象,才可避免


陈德晟 的內在想法
*想法非常主觀,很有自己的看法及意見
*頭腦冷靜,判斷力及敏銳度比一般人深遠
*喜歡新鮮事,討厭一成不變
*只相信自己的判斷,常常不信邪,屬鐵齒一族
*有時太過好高騖遠,讓人覺得有點自大狂妄

陈德晟 的外在行為
*是個守規矩的人,對於認定的規則不會去犯
*責任心很重,對於該完成的責任不會推托
*一旦認定了某些人或某些事,就不容易改變
*重朋友的人,比較聽朋友的話,不理會家人的勸告
*對自己很嚴格,要求很高

陈德晟 的感情分析
*對感情的態度是謹慎小心的,不輕易付出真感情
*因為很愛挑,所以讓人感覺眼睛是長在頭頂上
*在交往時內心會不斷存在著很多不確定感,考慮的點很多
*除非是自己想要安定下來,否則誰勸結婚都沒有用
*對感情的態度有些善變,讓女友很沒安全感


丘健杰 的內在想法
*個性非常的隨和、令人覺得很有親和力
*脾氣不錯比較懂得採納他人的意見
*有時太過於隨和讓人覺得無原則可言
*常常當個爛好人,不懂得拒絕別人
*雖然平時脾氣不錯,固執起來時也挺像牛的

丘健杰 的外在行為
*一向非常安逸、隨和,相當樂觀
*本身沒什麼憂患意識,總是相信事情到了最後一定有解決的地步
*不喜歡受約束,愛好自由
*做事保守、不容易衝動,會先收集資訊再決定怎麼做
*理想抱負很多,講得很有自信,但壓力一來逃得比誰都快。

丘健杰 的感情分析
*比較敢接受不同於傳統觀念的感情,不怕外人指指點點
*比較容易發生老夫少妻或姐弟戀情
*感情路上比較容易受到家庭因素的阻礙
*很容易在工作場合中找到女朋友
*一旦交一個新女友,經常是不被看好,或者常讓人跌破眼鏡




唐莉莉 的內在想法
*個性倔強,且自我意識非常強烈
*自信心強、個性不服輸,是個獨立自主的女孩子
*以自我為中心,不容易採信別人的想法或建議
*想法前衛有新意,喜歡追隨流行
*疑心病比較重,嫁人後喜歡碎碎唸

唐莉莉 的外在行為
*外表溫柔內心倔強的人,內心嚴重的缺乏安全感
*佔有慾會顯得比較強烈,常常會不安
*事情會自己全部攬起來做,比較勞碌命
*有時太愛計較,讓自己很累
*個性比較保守,做事相對也比較安份

唐莉莉 的感情分析
*未來是個賢內助,對於另一半非常照顧呵護
*嚮往家庭生活,有老公的疼愛及可愛的小孩是最大的心願
*對感情很心軟、容忍度很高,除非對方劈腿、太過份,否則不會輕易分手
*性愛上很配合另一半的需求,懂得討對方歡心
*天生的感情變化雖然較少,但若有波折就非常痛心


杨灵盈 的內在想法
*個性格比較反覆不定,常常推翻自己理論的人
*比較容易緊張、害怕,有時很憂鬱、有時又很high
*害怕寂寞,常常營造出快樂的氣氛讓週遭的人都活絡起來
*不開心時喜歡唱反調,故意作對

*讓人摸不清到底在想什麼,很難懂

杨灵盈 的外在行為
*不按牌裡出牌,經常令人跌破眼鏡
*相當調皮、可愛,常常是團體中的開心果
*相當具有同情心,是個性情中人
*比較愛享受,非常善待自己
*疑心病有點重,對於親蜜的人更是懷疑東懷疑西

杨灵盈 的感情分析
*是個很黏的情人,專情度很高,對於男友的依賴性也比較重
*一旦戀愛就非常投入,甚至已經把男友當成一輩子的對象
*無法忍受聚少離多的戀情,但在戀愛中又偏偏常碰到這種狀況
*戀愛過程中的付出,就好像欠了男友情債一樣,只付出不求回報
*婚後是個相夫教子的好妻子,喜歡跟老公出雙入對


周庆龄 的內在想法
*感性大於理性,感情豐富,是個性情中人
*熱心助人,在朋友有難時定會拔刀相助,但有時又太過雞婆
*本身較無法控制脾氣,容易情緒化
*遇到問題時會顯得反應比較激烈,沒辦法冷靜
*容易把簡單的事搞得很複雜,令人難以理解

周庆龄 的外在行為
*外表溫柔內心倔強的人,內心嚴重的缺乏安全感
*佔有慾會顯得比較強烈,常常會不安
*事情會自己全部攬起來做,比較勞碌命
*有時太愛計較,讓自己很累
*個性比較保守,做事相對也比較安份

周庆龄 的感情分析
*未來是個賢內助,對於另一半非常照顧呵護
*嚮往家庭生活,有老公的疼愛及可愛的小孩是最大的心願
*對感情很心軟、容忍度很高,除非對方劈腿、太過份,否則不會輕易分手
*性愛上很配合另一半的需求,懂得討對方歡心
*天生的感情變化雖然較少,但若有波折就非常痛心


林若娴 的內在想法
*頭腦聰明像鬼靈精怪、反應很快
*個性直率,往往口直心快、有話必說
*數字概念很好,若加以訓練則很有理財天份
*有時話不經修飾而傷了他人卻不自知
*思考滲透力很強,常常不按牌理出牌

林若娴 的外在行為
*是團體中的和事佬,常常解決麻煩事
*是個爛好人,常常公親變事主,自己成為問題的源頭
*做錯不承認,會強辭奪理來為自己辯駁
*天馬行空的做出一些令人想不到的事,有時令人覺得太天真
*與異性相處太隨和,會被誤會成太隨便、過於輕浮

林若娴 的感情分析
*感情磁場上很容易喜歡上很年長的男人,或是很年輕的小男生
*只要喜歡上就很敢愛敢恨,不在乎世俗的眼光
*感情路上阻力很多,包括來自於朋友及家庭,經常不被看好
*在結婚後很容易跟老公一起經營事業
*認為工作能力越強的男人最有男性魅力


符凯歆 的內在想法
*個性倔強,且自我意識非常強烈
*自信心強、個性不服輸,是個獨立自主的女孩子
*以自我為中心,不容易採信別人的想法或建議
*想法前衛有新意,喜歡追隨流行
*疑心病比較重,嫁人後喜歡碎碎唸

符凯歆 的外在行為
*外表溫柔內心倔強的人,內心嚴重的缺乏安全感
*佔有慾會顯得比較強烈,常常會不安
*事情會自己全部攬起來做,比較勞碌命*有時太愛計較,讓自己很累
*個性比較保守,做事相對也比較安份

符凯歆 的感情分析
*未來是個賢內助,對於另一半非常照顧呵護
*嚮往家庭生活,有老公的疼愛及可愛的小孩是最大的心願
*對感情很心軟、容忍度很高,除非對方劈腿、太過份,否則不會輕易分手
*性愛上很配合另一半的需求,懂得討對方歡心
*天生的感情變化雖然較少,但若有波折就非常痛心


林彩琴 的內在想法
*頭腦聰明像鬼靈精怪、反應很快
*個性直率,往往口直心快、有話必說
*數字概念很好,若加以訓練則很有理財天份
*有時話不經修飾而傷了他人卻不自知
*思考滲透力很強,常常不按牌理出牌

林彩琴 的外在行為
*好就好不好就不好,個性非常阿莎力,絕不龜毛
*相信自己人,保護自己人,有時跟大姐頭一樣
*有話直說,不喜歡拐彎抹角
*個性活潑好相處,喜歡交朋友
*脾氣太過火爆,被惹毛則不留情面

林彩琴 的感情分析
*是個很黏的情人,專情度很高,對於男友的依賴性也比較重
*一旦戀愛就非常投入,甚至已經把男友當成一輩子的對象
*無法忍受聚少離多的戀情,但在戀愛中又偏偏常碰到這種狀況
*戀愛過程中的付出,就好像欠了男友情債一樣,只付出不求回報
*婚後是個相夫教子的好妻子,喜歡跟老公出雙入對



林翠云的内在想法
*不喜歡動勞力,會用嘴巴叫人去做
*腦袋很聰明,鬼點子很多
*容易看不起一些不起眼的人,打心底會不屑
*喜歡保持神秘感,令人猜不透自己的想法
*個性比較圓融,懂得見風轉舵

林翠云的外在行为
*不喜歡安於現狀,給人一種比較叛逆的感覺
*是個有男子氣慨的女生,膽大心細又活潑
*不怕壓力,只怕生活中沒有新鮮事
*行動力快、狠、準,絕不拖拖拉拉
*對於很厲害的人非常佩服、但對於很遜的就會看不起人

林翠云的感情分析
*愛情火花來得快、去得也快,迅速到令人咋舌
*對於感情很重視感覺,感覺一來就很快投入,什麼也管不著
*因為識人不清、不聽朋友勸告,自己也常常傷痕累累
*對於已逝的戀情會揮別的很徹底,不再有任何留戀
*很容易在不理智的情況下閃電結婚、而再閃電離婚

Sunday, March 2, 2008

bYe ByE~~ dUn fOrGEt OuR 8 YeArs PAct

Reflect wat we had done in tis few months, i jus can use a word "crazy" to describe us. we are crazy for activities, gathering, new "nick name", sent flight......... anyway, i like our madness very much. there are such the good memories for me as well as for us in the whole life, v could say tat, "we were young,我们曾经年轻过" when we get older one day. for our new 8 years pact, i think tat it is meaningful n i wish to do tat with all of u guys since long time ago. i wish tat our frenships can maintain til the day after 8 years, could we?

right here, i wan to say smth bout shyan's new post. i can stil remember the time, the 1st time v hang out together for "Into the Blue" movie at GSC cinema. it was jus a simple call for movie since i dated with pei wei when a big gang of us yum cha at mtkb railway station. and, from there began our story til now. shyan's birthday celebration (2005) was the 3rd events after 2 movie events. i asked her for a dinner and end up she was the one who called up all the members in kl to hang out together. let me make a deep bow to our lovely shyan, what v did tat time had created the history of our frenships and continuously influence n extend to the history of our future. haha, jus wan to praise ourselves and shows tat how influential r us among our frens. =)

in tis few mths, there is a birth for another 2 "mong" people in our gang, tat is shien n leng. plz put ur hands together n give them applause. shien, plz dun forget ur key anymore, but beside ur mongness, kai xin and u always make me laugh, even sleeping i also ll recall back wat both of u did at lik chun's house tat night, hahaha....leng, jus take the nick name as a joke, u ll feel better, haha, dun u think tat it is a nice joke? u brought us lots of fun u know? u also feel happy when v r happy d ma right? cz v all r good frens ma...kakakaka.. hey liew, got any medic to cure mongness? o tis is below li's field? lolz..

shyan, u went back. i hope tat time wont take away our sweet n memorable moments when v meet nx time. no matter how long v never meet, regarless where v r, our will of frenships will bring us to transcend any boundaries or gaps. mayb u think tat 8 years quite long but by setting tis limitation, i hope tat v can really achieve it. does it seems like mission impossible?haha...no idea, cz i do not really sure how ll v be after 8 years...

take care shyan, i ll miss u always, tis is not the las but jus the beginning of our "journey". v mus keep going on and bring about wat v promised.

Sunday, February 24, 2008

一张白纸

看着洒满一地的杂物, 闷。心情也跟着凌乱,正等着有一天心情好转后把他们统统收拾掉!

脸颊烫烫的, 是发烧的预兆,骨头隐隐作痛的,也是发烧的预告,凉风有点刺骨的,更是发烧的警告,跟4年前的病兆是一样的。。。若真的可以掉4公斤,就让我大病一场吧!反正好久没有发烧了。。。

浮浮沉沉了一个多礼拜,许多事情开始浮出了我的脑面, 放弃挣扎,人自然就慢慢放松下来了,也豁然开朗了许多,只因为看到了一直不愿意承认的东西。

要勉强得勉强不来,人能控制的范围实在是少得可怜,强求不来只能放开让它坠落,友情是这样,爱情亦然。它们那之间的一线之差,当你踏出了一步就永远很难收回来了,从来我都认为两者都能并存,原来其实好难。。。

人,想要得到的往往都会失去,任何事情只要拿捏得不好就会全盘皆输,而能活得逍遥自在的人,才会是赢家。

人生的调色盘本来是黑白的,有了家人,有了朋友,有了爱情,路途上所到过的每一个角落开始被染上了色彩,人生的每一页变得更多姿多彩。一个拼图如果缺了一块就不再完美了,就永远都有一个缺憾,永远都拼不回来了。再美的拼图也不过如此。。。

其实一个人的生活并没有想象中困难, 只是自己能够单独思考的时间便多了,空间变得更大了,生活也可能会变得更海阔天空,有时甚至会变得妙想天开。。。
其实从来就不相信奇迹的我,竟然说出了我相信了它的话。
而现在相信奇迹的我,是我太傻,还是理智过了头呢?
远在天边的神灵,是否会为每个祈祷的人类实现遥不可及的梦?

如果神灵真的存在,请为迷失的人们点亮一盏灯

Saturday, February 23, 2008

期待爱

期待 期待你发现我的爱

无所不在 我自然而然的关怀

你的存在 心灵感应的方向

我一眼就看出来

是因为爱



我猜 你早已发现我的爱

绕几个弯 越靠近越明白

不要走开

幸福的开始就是 放手去爱

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Valentine's Eve of Year 2008, A Memorable Moment

Hahaha! Yeah! Yes! Hurray! I m the first to post tis up! YoYoYo......

While waiting my hair to get dry, i sitting in front of computer n rewinding events of today. U all sure havent sleep and chit-chatting at lik chun's house la...huh!!!so free la...everyone got holiday ma, i m the pity person who is having 8am class tml, not fair la.....T.T Luckily shien, leng, ah mong n chui wan "accompany" me (having class the nx early morning). wahahaha...

If i m not wrong, tis is the 1st time v hang out for valentine's day in big gang. 4 cars 14 ppls - ling ying, shyan, leng, chui wan, ah mong, kai xin, sheenie, kai kiong, yen eit (driver), lik chun (driver), daniel (driver), king vee (driver), bopet, and wei shien. yeah! v have 7 pretty girls and 7 ... boys. 1stly, 3 cars r coming from mentakab n we met at Sunway Pyramid. Some of them heartless nia, bought our changing gifts over there. Not like me, baked a chocolate myself as the changing gift. Haiz.... i "kui1 da4 ben3" la...lolz....actually i purposely baked it with rectangular shape but not love shape bcz i wan to bake the love shape chocolate for my "husband" d, hahaha...n i wan to mention something here, the word on the surface of chocalate is "Valentine", cz really no space there so visual is not so good la...hehe

after came out from sunway pyramid v went to klang to have our prosperous seafood big meal there. i followed lik chun's car n the stupid daniel gave us the wrong direction. v went straight until port klang n even 过海, hahaha...lastly all of us arrived at Jusco Bukit Tinggi and gathered all the members over there. After tat, our KL map expert + tour guide Mr. Daniel Chong led us to the seafood restaurant in klang. V ordered 咕噜肉, chicken, fish, prawn, 2 vege, taufu, 佛石本 (actually 石&本 combined together 1, but dunno how to pronounce so jus write it separately) , n it jus cost us Rm232! same as the price v ate for the "cheap" but expensive supper tat night! the food there taste nice but the staffs there a bit annoyed.

after dinner v went to jenjarum to watch the "flower n light ". it was a hurry walk bcz it closed at 10pm. when v arrived v heard the announcement of dismissal because it was going to close. n then v took photo there in quick, n there is smth funny happened. Our lovely ah mong jus like her name "Sooi" cheng kit, quite sui when she wanna take photo individually the lights turned off. it happened again when v doing recording at praying store. once til her turn, the lights of the building turned off again, wahahaha.....v laughed like hell. And v failed to take the las pic there while waiting for the fatty kiong to fit into the camera soon as the las light turned off, really the "sui". wahahaha....

after tat, v had our last event --- exchange valentine's present at "Bing1 Dian3" rest house nearby. As usual v made a lot of noise there n warned by somebody. V blew candles for the mong 派 --- wei shien and cheng kit's 22th birthday . Then, it's time for present changing. 7 girls changed presents with 7 boys by drawing. the result is kai xin got lik chun's, i got bopet's , sheenie got yen eit's, shyan got kiong's , leng got shien's, kiong got ah mong's, bopet got kai xin's, yen eit got shyan's, daniel got mine, king vee got chui wan's, shien got leng's.........i forgot the rest alr...very sleepy meh...the final result is v discovered tat leng n shien have high potential to become lover cz only them got the present from each other, how nice? lolz......some of us doing present changing again "under table" bcz of some dissatisfaction. haha...

finally, i wan to say tat i m happy to finish all the things i wan to mention....it's time for me to sleep...i m too very super sleepy la...wee weng wenging now, cannot stand anymore....sleep lo....good night my memorable valentine's eve and valentine's day. cheers, my frens

Monday, February 11, 2008

Everything Starts From Here --- Awana Kijal the 1st Day

I was given a job to blog our 1st day awana kijal trip by shyan, haiz...pai mia..made me cant concentrate on my work right now bcz i have to blog smth out today after pending for 1 week. Before i begin my trip story, i wan to say smth about my 2008 CNY. I WISH TO SKIP CLASSES! Stupid uni stupid holiday, so short! Y stil wanna have classes? Uuh...... nvm, luckily my dearest frens will come to kl to celebrate "single" valentine day together, hehe... but, this might b the las valentine v can make it together.

Okay, come back to our awana trip on 3rd feb 2008 morning, v dated having breakfast at tmn bukit bendera "sang yuan" before starting our journey while waiting for CHENG KAI KIONG (spot lights pls turn to tis fella, our protagonist for today) arrival in mentakab. I woke up at 9.15am and it was a fresh morning. Nevertheless, everything turned gloomily when i saw kiong's msg " i overslept n jus woke up, sorry". The 1st response of me was laughable, no angry or annoyed. I regreted y i dun give him a wake up call at 6am. Anyway i do not sure tat i can wake myself up to wake him up, haha! Immediately i called liew to discuss with him n v asked him take bus to kuantan. Tis fella was having a bad week i think. Car broke down, late for his debate dinner (peoples were waiting for him n one of his fren) n missed bus back to mtkb so all of us spent our half day at kuantan megamall to welcome kiong's arrival at kuantan bus station. He even told me tat he had no time to air his clothes & underwears and his lovely housemate helped him to do so. Sorry kiong i really cant hide those words n i hope tat u wont mind it, hehe...apologize 1st.

V departed from mentakab at around 11am smth and v purposely turned into kuantan megamall (2 cars each spent more RM11.1 for tol fees) to spend time there while waiting kiong. He was cheated to buy a "yellow cow ticket" at pudu. when the clock showed 4.45pm, dang dang dang dang...our hero (or heroin?) cheng kai kiong finally reached. He was moody tat day but none of us angry or blame him on his carelessness. Haha...how good r we! frens like us dunno where to find, hehehe, jus solely wanna praise how nice v r.

All right, after the "missing" person found, v ride to awana kijal n reached at 6.50pm. The night screen has hung down. V checked in at the counter and cia yee's "big mouth" unintentionally told the desk girl v got 12 persons so v forced to pay further RM220 for extra bed. Haiz....nx time v mus hide her behind or cover up her mouth so v can save our money for other purpose, hehe. While waiting at the counter, v has been given a special beverage to drink but v really cant taste wat juice is it. Kiong said tat it was like peel fresh juice mixed with water, haha, no idea, anyway it was not a nice drink in our opinions. After a short rest, v had our dinner at KFC nearby. V made a lot of noise there especially when a piece of chicken dropped from the shelf to the floor, i hope tat v were not disturbing others having their meal there especially the uncle n his family who stayed jus beside our room. His face always "black" when v look at him. He has chosen the wrong place (or wrong time) for his holiday bcz v always met with him accidentally in swimming pool, seaside and KFC these few days, haha.

After dinner v went to seaside n sang n danced there, wow! v r crazy...nothing to do n v recorded some funny videos there. Later on, it's mafia time. As usual, v played mafia game after bathing n all of us tired like hell. 1st night in awana was the earliest night v slept (3am smth) compare to other trips. It was amazing!

Ok, i might stop here, i know u r tiring reading my blog n can u imagine how tiring is the writer?sorry if i missed out smth....lik chun, u mus add on if i missed out anything ok? the 2nd day will b continue by lik chun and the third day alr posted by shyan.

to be continue............

*p/s: participants of the trip - shyan, ling ying, leng, ah mong, chui wan, chye cheng, cia yee, lik chun(driver), kai kiong, yen eit (driver), daniel (tour guide) and fish head

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Happy Birthday To Me & This is Especially For All of U

yoh!! it was a great day of year 2008, Jan 29th. it was my 22th "Anniversary" birthday celebration after my last year touching experience. thx god it is me, the lucky girl who is given a lots of good, nice, and lovely frens and family in life. even this might be the last best birthday celebration tat can gathered so many of us, i stil think tat how lucky am i for my 22 years life. my parents called me at night, i felt very happy because they can stil remembered not like last year, haha! it was too bad for my 21st years old birthday because they forgotten n called me at 30th, sad... but, my lovely big sis n jie jie n goh goh they didnt forget to greet me, how nice!!!this means tat they r stil young, didnt forget the most important day of me. hehe.

here, i wan to thx my classmate,too. some of them presented me gifts, some of them greeted me and sing for me. i m so touch. it is the first time i can celebrate with them because las few years my birthday was in holiday or training period. haha...pink fatty n david, thx for ur pink bear! i love it not jus because it is pink ok? it contains lots of meaning for me. wen bin, i m looking forward wat r u giving me, i think i ll have surprise for it.

after my class, i went to pavilion to sing k, took dinner in Fridays TGI, and watched movie "Sweeney Todd". it was nice especially the songs, haha. i sure kiong u ll agree with me...lol...i m trying to write down wat i felt for my birthday so tat i could revise it in the future. i will remember tat shyan n lik chun came to kl to celebrate my birthday, chye cheng purposely took a leave to join us, yen eit brought me a special souvenir from Vietnam n he rushed to pavilion the nx day he arrived in kl, kiong came to pavilion after his exam 10pm and he crashed his fren's car and spoiled his fren's car's battery(stupid cz he forgot to switch off the light,haha), kelly, wei shien and leng rushed to pavilion after class even tat day raining heavily, and king vee trapped in traffic jam for 1 hour on the way to pavilion after his work. AND, i ll remember tat fish head ffk, but so far he had given a reasonable excuse ---sick n having 2 papers exam on the nx morning, and lih sheng u r same also, u know how glad i m when i know u r coming? i never c u for 1 year alr since u went to UK, too bad u r not able to come at last. chui wan and ah mong, i know both of u wish to come very much but transport is the main problem, anyway i appreciate a lots. li, even u r not be with me for my 22th birthday, but i ll forgive ur absent, haha... i know u r sad cz u cant have fun with us and i m happy tat u r having an interesting life in canada.

wow...it is quite long, anyway i hope tat i did not forgot any person here cz i m very sleepy now..zzZZzZzZZzz... oh...i nearly forget, thx all who msg me and greeted me, i really really, really really appreciate a lots...sweet kiss here... muackssssss....... i know i m lucky because i know all of u....thx god

Sunday, January 27, 2008

地球人

在这个城市里,我不能说我真的看尽了人生百态,但也看到了许多人生丑态。
每个人总活在自己的世界里面,只当自己故事里的主角,
总觉得自己是威风的,有的总觉得自己是非常棒的,
有的觉得自己应带告诉别人知道到底他有多厉害又那么的天生丽质,
并不是别人也可以拥有他们所拥有的,
甚至觉得别人是低级的,庸俗的,
眼睛长在头顶上,只看见别人的坏处却忘了往下看看自己的不堪。
拥有自信固然是好事,太过自大却又是另外一回事。
当你在责备别人的时候,你又知道你为什么会这样做吗?
你知道当你责备别人的同时你也把自己的陋点暴露出来了吗?
当你并不是你想象中那样的美丽,那样的聪明,
当你在别人面前自夸时,别人在用什么眼光看你知道吗?
那时候的你,在别人的眼中,你是可笑的,在背后,别人也可能在耻笑你的不自量力,
你的自以为是,你的自作聪明,你的自信过人,都是愚蠢的,难看的。。。
天下所有的人,凡事适可而止,别把自己看得太过优秀,
你才是一个聪明的人。
每个人是自己生命里的主角,
但是,在这个世界上,你的角色其实是那么的渺小,与微不足道而已,
千万别把自己看得太过重要,
这个世界多了你不多,少了你世界也一样人多,除非你是世界末日的救世主吧,不然就安分些,
人类,放聪明点吧!别想太多。。。

Saturday, January 26, 2008

Speechless Saturday

it could be a nice day for me but it turned worst. i m the person who always suffer from my fren's quarrelling. i waited from 1pm to 5pm (between the time they quarrel) and all my mood gone even i wish to go shopping very much. my another fren said he can accompany me to shop but lastly we are not going cz he busy until 6pm smth. today, i spent all my time for waiting people. nothing to do beside wait made me felt moody in doing everything. i no mood to do my final project, no mood to touch my assignment and no mood to drive out. but i know i need to done all those thing tonight because i sacrificed my weekend at kl. although i wish to go back home very very much to stay with my lovely parent. daddy & mummy, i miss u so much. i hope that tml is a great day for me, plz dun fooling me anymore. thx god.

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Dependency

hey my frens...thx for viewing my blog. sometimes, too honest ll create problem to me, so r u all stil wan me to throw my true words even i m writting bout u all bad things?lolz...u think i m tat stupid person?wahahaha...if i wish to say smth bad bout u, i think i rather use my mouth to talk, wont leave down any evidence, is time to learn to be smarter.

jus...honestly, i dont think too depend on others is a good thing. i used to be a dependent girl but u need to c who u depend on, right? i depend on my family, but frens... i think there is some limitation. ur family may help u to do anything that u think is naturally and of course they ll settle any problem for u without any hesitate. at the perspective of frens, they could give u a hand when u having problem and let u lay on their shoulders when u are down. nevertheless, behave n do not over! erm....i mean...we need to know and think where is the limit, do not cross the edge if not u ll jus annoying others. try to think about wat u should n should not do or ask for. plz be considerable and look from the angel of ur fren. u r busy, others people very free? u r lazy, others people should be hardworking to cover on u? u r asking stupid question, people should answer u? THINK as if u r not an idiot or deformed person.

sorry if i insulted anyone and dun simply guess who m i mentioned about. hahaha...jus like wat u all expecting...i tried to be honest....but dun simply guess ok? if u wish to know, i ll tell u orally...kakaka...

haiz...deep breath deep breath...sham fu kap...feel better now...so tiring when thinking how to write it out...

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Realities & Dreams

I' m wondering...the first time i create my blog is under a moody and bad day. Jus ignore all the bad things i had today. I would try to control my bad mood if not i'll get depress. Suddenly, feel like got thousand words to express but i don't know where to start with. erm.........

I' m a impetuous person, jus think off wanna write something out, soon i create a blog. I seldom think off the consequence and i used to be straightforward. Sometimes i 'll regret but i jus hardly to be fake. And, i hardly hide my feelings from my true frens. I jus wan to share my feels with them. I found tat many of my frens love to share their very deep and inner feelings with me, too. I m always the listener for them. Sometimes i could think tat they should be a passer by in my life. I would like to thx for u all's supports and reliable on me. As my old frens, they think tat i m a very active person. Nevertheless, i'm not tat active as they think. I used to land myself at passive position but jus not infront of them to protect myself from getting hurt again. People who talking with u might hiding their knife behind and stick u when u turn around. Never believe anyone even ur dearest. But, i jus simply take off my shield in front of my dearest frens because i really put them as my land for rest cz it was tiring to act in front of so many people. I m contradict but wat can i do? I dun like to be fake but everyone needs fren.

Dear old frens, i would like to say u all r the land for me...thx for accompanying me and forgive me in my 21 years of life. I always proud to have frens like u all. All of u r my dearest like my family, hope tat time won't take away our naive and true heart and we r always connected to each other. Jus throw ur problem to me and i'll be there for u.

我今晚的心情恍恍惚惚的,总觉得好像失去了什么,是有一些失望吧,可是也不知道失望什么,
希望今晚会有个好梦,一个简单但幸福的梦;梦里最好有最美丽的沙滩,最好吃的食物还有我最好的朋友,这样就足够了。。。只要有你在身旁就足够了。。。