Sunday, February 24, 2008

一张白纸

看着洒满一地的杂物, 闷。心情也跟着凌乱,正等着有一天心情好转后把他们统统收拾掉!

脸颊烫烫的, 是发烧的预兆,骨头隐隐作痛的,也是发烧的预告,凉风有点刺骨的,更是发烧的警告,跟4年前的病兆是一样的。。。若真的可以掉4公斤,就让我大病一场吧!反正好久没有发烧了。。。

浮浮沉沉了一个多礼拜,许多事情开始浮出了我的脑面, 放弃挣扎,人自然就慢慢放松下来了,也豁然开朗了许多,只因为看到了一直不愿意承认的东西。

要勉强得勉强不来,人能控制的范围实在是少得可怜,强求不来只能放开让它坠落,友情是这样,爱情亦然。它们那之间的一线之差,当你踏出了一步就永远很难收回来了,从来我都认为两者都能并存,原来其实好难。。。

人,想要得到的往往都会失去,任何事情只要拿捏得不好就会全盘皆输,而能活得逍遥自在的人,才会是赢家。

人生的调色盘本来是黑白的,有了家人,有了朋友,有了爱情,路途上所到过的每一个角落开始被染上了色彩,人生的每一页变得更多姿多彩。一个拼图如果缺了一块就不再完美了,就永远都有一个缺憾,永远都拼不回来了。再美的拼图也不过如此。。。

其实一个人的生活并没有想象中困难, 只是自己能够单独思考的时间便多了,空间变得更大了,生活也可能会变得更海阔天空,有时甚至会变得妙想天开。。。
其实从来就不相信奇迹的我,竟然说出了我相信了它的话。
而现在相信奇迹的我,是我太傻,还是理智过了头呢?
远在天边的神灵,是否会为每个祈祷的人类实现遥不可及的梦?

如果神灵真的存在,请为迷失的人们点亮一盏灯

Saturday, February 23, 2008

期待爱

期待 期待你发现我的爱

无所不在 我自然而然的关怀

你的存在 心灵感应的方向

我一眼就看出来

是因为爱



我猜 你早已发现我的爱

绕几个弯 越靠近越明白

不要走开

幸福的开始就是 放手去爱

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Valentine's Eve of Year 2008, A Memorable Moment

Hahaha! Yeah! Yes! Hurray! I m the first to post tis up! YoYoYo......

While waiting my hair to get dry, i sitting in front of computer n rewinding events of today. U all sure havent sleep and chit-chatting at lik chun's house la...huh!!!so free la...everyone got holiday ma, i m the pity person who is having 8am class tml, not fair la.....T.T Luckily shien, leng, ah mong n chui wan "accompany" me (having class the nx early morning). wahahaha...

If i m not wrong, tis is the 1st time v hang out for valentine's day in big gang. 4 cars 14 ppls - ling ying, shyan, leng, chui wan, ah mong, kai xin, sheenie, kai kiong, yen eit (driver), lik chun (driver), daniel (driver), king vee (driver), bopet, and wei shien. yeah! v have 7 pretty girls and 7 ... boys. 1stly, 3 cars r coming from mentakab n we met at Sunway Pyramid. Some of them heartless nia, bought our changing gifts over there. Not like me, baked a chocolate myself as the changing gift. Haiz.... i "kui1 da4 ben3" la...lolz....actually i purposely baked it with rectangular shape but not love shape bcz i wan to bake the love shape chocolate for my "husband" d, hahaha...n i wan to mention something here, the word on the surface of chocalate is "Valentine", cz really no space there so visual is not so good la...hehe

after came out from sunway pyramid v went to klang to have our prosperous seafood big meal there. i followed lik chun's car n the stupid daniel gave us the wrong direction. v went straight until port klang n even 过海, hahaha...lastly all of us arrived at Jusco Bukit Tinggi and gathered all the members over there. After tat, our KL map expert + tour guide Mr. Daniel Chong led us to the seafood restaurant in klang. V ordered 咕噜肉, chicken, fish, prawn, 2 vege, taufu, 佛石本 (actually 石&本 combined together 1, but dunno how to pronounce so jus write it separately) , n it jus cost us Rm232! same as the price v ate for the "cheap" but expensive supper tat night! the food there taste nice but the staffs there a bit annoyed.

after dinner v went to jenjarum to watch the "flower n light ". it was a hurry walk bcz it closed at 10pm. when v arrived v heard the announcement of dismissal because it was going to close. n then v took photo there in quick, n there is smth funny happened. Our lovely ah mong jus like her name "Sooi" cheng kit, quite sui when she wanna take photo individually the lights turned off. it happened again when v doing recording at praying store. once til her turn, the lights of the building turned off again, wahahaha.....v laughed like hell. And v failed to take the las pic there while waiting for the fatty kiong to fit into the camera soon as the las light turned off, really the "sui". wahahaha....

after tat, v had our last event --- exchange valentine's present at "Bing1 Dian3" rest house nearby. As usual v made a lot of noise there n warned by somebody. V blew candles for the mong 派 --- wei shien and cheng kit's 22th birthday . Then, it's time for present changing. 7 girls changed presents with 7 boys by drawing. the result is kai xin got lik chun's, i got bopet's , sheenie got yen eit's, shyan got kiong's , leng got shien's, kiong got ah mong's, bopet got kai xin's, yen eit got shyan's, daniel got mine, king vee got chui wan's, shien got leng's.........i forgot the rest alr...very sleepy meh...the final result is v discovered tat leng n shien have high potential to become lover cz only them got the present from each other, how nice? lolz......some of us doing present changing again "under table" bcz of some dissatisfaction. haha...

finally, i wan to say tat i m happy to finish all the things i wan to mention....it's time for me to sleep...i m too very super sleepy la...wee weng wenging now, cannot stand anymore....sleep lo....good night my memorable valentine's eve and valentine's day. cheers, my frens

Monday, February 11, 2008

Everything Starts From Here --- Awana Kijal the 1st Day

I was given a job to blog our 1st day awana kijal trip by shyan, haiz...pai mia..made me cant concentrate on my work right now bcz i have to blog smth out today after pending for 1 week. Before i begin my trip story, i wan to say smth about my 2008 CNY. I WISH TO SKIP CLASSES! Stupid uni stupid holiday, so short! Y stil wanna have classes? Uuh...... nvm, luckily my dearest frens will come to kl to celebrate "single" valentine day together, hehe... but, this might b the las valentine v can make it together.

Okay, come back to our awana trip on 3rd feb 2008 morning, v dated having breakfast at tmn bukit bendera "sang yuan" before starting our journey while waiting for CHENG KAI KIONG (spot lights pls turn to tis fella, our protagonist for today) arrival in mentakab. I woke up at 9.15am and it was a fresh morning. Nevertheless, everything turned gloomily when i saw kiong's msg " i overslept n jus woke up, sorry". The 1st response of me was laughable, no angry or annoyed. I regreted y i dun give him a wake up call at 6am. Anyway i do not sure tat i can wake myself up to wake him up, haha! Immediately i called liew to discuss with him n v asked him take bus to kuantan. Tis fella was having a bad week i think. Car broke down, late for his debate dinner (peoples were waiting for him n one of his fren) n missed bus back to mtkb so all of us spent our half day at kuantan megamall to welcome kiong's arrival at kuantan bus station. He even told me tat he had no time to air his clothes & underwears and his lovely housemate helped him to do so. Sorry kiong i really cant hide those words n i hope tat u wont mind it, hehe...apologize 1st.

V departed from mentakab at around 11am smth and v purposely turned into kuantan megamall (2 cars each spent more RM11.1 for tol fees) to spend time there while waiting kiong. He was cheated to buy a "yellow cow ticket" at pudu. when the clock showed 4.45pm, dang dang dang dang...our hero (or heroin?) cheng kai kiong finally reached. He was moody tat day but none of us angry or blame him on his carelessness. Haha...how good r we! frens like us dunno where to find, hehehe, jus solely wanna praise how nice v r.

All right, after the "missing" person found, v ride to awana kijal n reached at 6.50pm. The night screen has hung down. V checked in at the counter and cia yee's "big mouth" unintentionally told the desk girl v got 12 persons so v forced to pay further RM220 for extra bed. Haiz....nx time v mus hide her behind or cover up her mouth so v can save our money for other purpose, hehe. While waiting at the counter, v has been given a special beverage to drink but v really cant taste wat juice is it. Kiong said tat it was like peel fresh juice mixed with water, haha, no idea, anyway it was not a nice drink in our opinions. After a short rest, v had our dinner at KFC nearby. V made a lot of noise there especially when a piece of chicken dropped from the shelf to the floor, i hope tat v were not disturbing others having their meal there especially the uncle n his family who stayed jus beside our room. His face always "black" when v look at him. He has chosen the wrong place (or wrong time) for his holiday bcz v always met with him accidentally in swimming pool, seaside and KFC these few days, haha.

After dinner v went to seaside n sang n danced there, wow! v r crazy...nothing to do n v recorded some funny videos there. Later on, it's mafia time. As usual, v played mafia game after bathing n all of us tired like hell. 1st night in awana was the earliest night v slept (3am smth) compare to other trips. It was amazing!

Ok, i might stop here, i know u r tiring reading my blog n can u imagine how tiring is the writer?sorry if i missed out smth....lik chun, u mus add on if i missed out anything ok? the 2nd day will b continue by lik chun and the third day alr posted by shyan.

to be continue............

*p/s: participants of the trip - shyan, ling ying, leng, ah mong, chui wan, chye cheng, cia yee, lik chun(driver), kai kiong, yen eit (driver), daniel (tour guide) and fish head