yoh!! it was a great day of year 2008, Jan 29th. it was my 22th "Anniversary" birthday celebration after my last year touching experience. thx god it is me, the lucky girl who is given a lots of good, nice, and lovely frens and family in life. even this might be the last best birthday celebration tat can gathered so many of us, i stil think tat how lucky am i for my 22 years life. my parents called me at night, i felt very happy because they can stil remembered not like last year, haha! it was too bad for my 21st years old birthday because they forgotten n called me at 30th, sad... but, my lovely big sis n jie jie n goh goh they didnt forget to greet me, how nice!!!this means tat they r stil young, didnt forget the most important day of me. hehe.
here, i wan to thx my classmate,too. some of them presented me gifts, some of them greeted me and sing for me. i m so touch. it is the first time i can celebrate with them because las few years my birthday was in holiday or training period. haha...pink fatty n david, thx for ur pink bear! i love it not jus because it is pink ok? it contains lots of meaning for me. wen bin, i m looking forward wat r u giving me, i think i ll have surprise for it.
after my class, i went to pavilion to sing k, took dinner in Fridays TGI, and watched movie "Sweeney Todd". it was nice especially the songs, haha. i sure kiong u ll agree with me...lol...i m trying to write down wat i felt for my birthday so tat i could revise it in the future. i will remember tat shyan n lik chun came to kl to celebrate my birthday, chye cheng purposely took a leave to join us, yen eit brought me a special souvenir from Vietnam n he rushed to pavilion the nx day he arrived in kl, kiong came to pavilion after his exam 10pm and he crashed his fren's car and spoiled his fren's car's battery(stupid cz he forgot to switch off the light,haha), kelly, wei shien and leng rushed to pavilion after class even tat day raining heavily, and king vee trapped in traffic jam for 1 hour on the way to pavilion after his work. AND, i ll remember tat fish head ffk, but so far he had given a reasonable excuse ---sick n having 2 papers exam on the nx morning, and lih sheng u r same also, u know how glad i m when i know u r coming? i never c u for 1 year alr since u went to UK, too bad u r not able to come at last. chui wan and ah mong, i know both of u wish to come very much but transport is the main problem, anyway i appreciate a lots. li, even u r not be with me for my 22th birthday, but i ll forgive ur absent, haha... i know u r sad cz u cant have fun with us and i m happy tat u r having an interesting life in canada.
wow...it is quite long, anyway i hope tat i did not forgot any person here cz i m very sleepy now..zzZZzZzZZzz... oh...i nearly forget, thx all who msg me and greeted me, i really really, really really appreciate a lots...sweet kiss here... muackssssss....... i know i m lucky because i know all of u....thx god
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Sunday, January 27, 2008
地球人
在这个城市里，我不能说我真的看尽了人生百态，但也看到了许多人生丑态。
每个人总活在自己的世界里面，只当自己故事里的主角，
总觉得自己是威风的，有的总觉得自己是非常棒的，
有的觉得自己应带告诉别人知道到底他有多厉害又那么的天生丽质，
并不是别人也可以拥有他们所拥有的，
甚至觉得别人是低级的，庸俗的，
眼睛长在头顶上，只看见别人的坏处却忘了往下看看自己的不堪。
拥有自信固然是好事，太过自大却又是另外一回事。
当你在责备别人的时候，你又知道你为什么会这样做吗？
你知道当你责备别人的同时你也把自己的陋点暴露出来了吗？
当你并不是你想象中那样的美丽，那样的聪明，
当你在别人面前自夸时，别人在用什么眼光看你知道吗？
那时候的你，在别人的眼中，你是可笑的，在背后，别人也可能在耻笑你的不自量力，
你的自以为是，你的自作聪明，你的自信过人，都是愚蠢的，难看的。。。
天下所有的人，凡事适可而止，别把自己看得太过优秀，
你才是一个聪明的人。
每个人是自己生命里的主角，
但是，在这个世界上，你的角色其实是那么的渺小，与微不足道而已，
千万别把自己看得太过重要，
这个世界多了你不多，少了你世界也一样人多，除非你是世界末日的救世主吧，不然就安分些，
人类，放聪明点吧！别想太多。。。
每个人总活在自己的世界里面，只当自己故事里的主角，
总觉得自己是威风的，有的总觉得自己是非常棒的，
有的觉得自己应带告诉别人知道到底他有多厉害又那么的天生丽质，
并不是别人也可以拥有他们所拥有的，
甚至觉得别人是低级的，庸俗的，
眼睛长在头顶上，只看见别人的坏处却忘了往下看看自己的不堪。
拥有自信固然是好事，太过自大却又是另外一回事。
当你在责备别人的时候，你又知道你为什么会这样做吗？
你知道当你责备别人的同时你也把自己的陋点暴露出来了吗？
当你并不是你想象中那样的美丽，那样的聪明，
当你在别人面前自夸时，别人在用什么眼光看你知道吗？
那时候的你，在别人的眼中，你是可笑的，在背后，别人也可能在耻笑你的不自量力，
你的自以为是，你的自作聪明，你的自信过人，都是愚蠢的，难看的。。。
天下所有的人，凡事适可而止，别把自己看得太过优秀，
你才是一个聪明的人。
每个人是自己生命里的主角，
但是，在这个世界上，你的角色其实是那么的渺小，与微不足道而已，
千万别把自己看得太过重要，
这个世界多了你不多，少了你世界也一样人多，除非你是世界末日的救世主吧，不然就安分些，
人类，放聪明点吧！别想太多。。。
Saturday, January 26, 2008
Speechless Saturday
it could be a nice day for me but it turned worst. i m the person who always suffer from my fren's quarrelling. i waited from 1pm to 5pm (between the time they quarrel) and all my mood gone even i wish to go shopping very much. my another fren said he can accompany me to shop but lastly we are not going cz he busy until 6pm smth. today, i spent all my time for waiting people. nothing to do beside wait made me felt moody in doing everything. i no mood to do my final project, no mood to touch my assignment and no mood to drive out. but i know i need to done all those thing tonight because i sacrificed my weekend at kl. although i wish to go back home very very much to stay with my lovely parent. daddy & mummy, i miss u so much. i hope that tml is a great day for me, plz dun fooling me anymore. thx god.
Sunday, January 20, 2008
Dependency
hey my frens...thx for viewing my blog. sometimes, too honest ll create problem to me, so r u all stil wan me to throw my true words even i m writting bout u all bad things?lolz...u think i m tat stupid person?wahahaha...if i wish to say smth bad bout u, i think i rather use my mouth to talk, wont leave down any evidence, is time to learn to be smarter.
jus...honestly, i dont think too depend on others is a good thing. i used to be a dependent girl but u need to c who u depend on, right? i depend on my family, but frens... i think there is some limitation. ur family may help u to do anything that u think is naturally and of course they ll settle any problem for u without any hesitate. at the perspective of frens, they could give u a hand when u having problem and let u lay on their shoulders when u are down. nevertheless, behave n do not over! erm....i mean...we need to know and think where is the limit, do not cross the edge if not u ll jus annoying others. try to think about wat u should n should not do or ask for. plz be considerable and look from the angel of ur fren. u r busy, others people very free? u r lazy, others people should be hardworking to cover on u? u r asking stupid question, people should answer u? THINK as if u r not an idiot or deformed person.
sorry if i insulted anyone and dun simply guess who m i mentioned about. hahaha...jus like wat u all expecting...i tried to be honest....but dun simply guess ok? if u wish to know, i ll tell u orally...kakaka...
haiz...deep breath deep breath...sham fu kap...feel better now...so tiring when thinking how to write it out...
jus...honestly, i dont think too depend on others is a good thing. i used to be a dependent girl but u need to c who u depend on, right? i depend on my family, but frens... i think there is some limitation. ur family may help u to do anything that u think is naturally and of course they ll settle any problem for u without any hesitate. at the perspective of frens, they could give u a hand when u having problem and let u lay on their shoulders when u are down. nevertheless, behave n do not over! erm....i mean...we need to know and think where is the limit, do not cross the edge if not u ll jus annoying others. try to think about wat u should n should not do or ask for. plz be considerable and look from the angel of ur fren. u r busy, others people very free? u r lazy, others people should be hardworking to cover on u? u r asking stupid question, people should answer u? THINK as if u r not an idiot or deformed person.
sorry if i insulted anyone and dun simply guess who m i mentioned about. hahaha...jus like wat u all expecting...i tried to be honest....but dun simply guess ok? if u wish to know, i ll tell u orally...kakaka...
haiz...deep breath deep breath...sham fu kap...feel better now...so tiring when thinking how to write it out...
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Realities & Dreams
I' m wondering...the first time i create my blog is under a moody and bad day. Jus ignore all the bad things i had today. I would try to control my bad mood if not i'll get depress. Suddenly, feel like got thousand words to express but i don't know where to start with. erm.........
I' m a impetuous person, jus think off wanna write something out, soon i create a blog. I seldom think off the consequence and i used to be straightforward. Sometimes i 'll regret but i jus hardly to be fake. And, i hardly hide my feelings from my true frens. I jus wan to share my feels with them. I found tat many of my frens love to share their very deep and inner feelings with me, too. I m always the listener for them. Sometimes i could think tat they should be a passer by in my life. I would like to thx for u all's supports and reliable on me. As my old frens, they think tat i m a very active person. Nevertheless, i'm not tat active as they think. I used to land myself at passive position but jus not infront of them to protect myself from getting hurt again. People who talking with u might hiding their knife behind and stick u when u turn around. Never believe anyone even ur dearest. But, i jus simply take off my shield in front of my dearest frens because i really put them as my land for rest cz it was tiring to act in front of so many people. I m contradict but wat can i do? I dun like to be fake but everyone needs fren.
Dear old frens, i would like to say u all r the land for me...thx for accompanying me and forgive me in my 21 years of life. I always proud to have frens like u all. All of u r my dearest like my family, hope tat time won't take away our naive and true heart and we r always connected to each other. Jus throw ur problem to me and i'll be there for u.
我今晚的心情恍恍惚惚的，总觉得好像失去了什么，是有一些失望吧，可是也不知道失望什么，
希望今晚会有个好梦，一个简单但幸福的梦；梦里最好有最美丽的沙滩，最好吃的食物还有我最好的朋友，这样就足够了。。。只要有你在身旁就足够了。。。
I' m a impetuous person, jus think off wanna write something out, soon i create a blog. I seldom think off the consequence and i used to be straightforward. Sometimes i 'll regret but i jus hardly to be fake. And, i hardly hide my feelings from my true frens. I jus wan to share my feels with them. I found tat many of my frens love to share their very deep and inner feelings with me, too. I m always the listener for them. Sometimes i could think tat they should be a passer by in my life. I would like to thx for u all's supports and reliable on me. As my old frens, they think tat i m a very active person. Nevertheless, i'm not tat active as they think. I used to land myself at passive position but jus not infront of them to protect myself from getting hurt again. People who talking with u might hiding their knife behind and stick u when u turn around. Never believe anyone even ur dearest. But, i jus simply take off my shield in front of my dearest frens because i really put them as my land for rest cz it was tiring to act in front of so many people. I m contradict but wat can i do? I dun like to be fake but everyone needs fren.
Dear old frens, i would like to say u all r the land for me...thx for accompanying me and forgive me in my 21 years of life. I always proud to have frens like u all. All of u r my dearest like my family, hope tat time won't take away our naive and true heart and we r always connected to each other. Jus throw ur problem to me and i'll be there for u.
我今晚的心情恍恍惚惚的，总觉得好像失去了什么，是有一些失望吧，可是也不知道失望什么，
希望今晚会有个好梦，一个简单但幸福的梦；梦里最好有最美丽的沙滩，最好吃的食物还有我最好的朋友，这样就足够了。。。只要有你在身旁就足够了。。。
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