Realities & Dreams

I' m wondering...the first time i create my blog is under a moody and bad day. Jus ignore all the bad things i had today. I would try to control my bad mood if not i'll get depress. Suddenly, feel like got thousand words to express but i don't know where to start with. erm.........

I' m a impetuous person, jus think off wanna write something out, soon i create a blog. I seldom think off the consequence and i used to be straightforward. Sometimes i 'll regret but i jus hardly to be fake. And, i hardly hide my feelings from my true frens. I jus wan to share my feels with them. I found tat many of my frens love to share their very deep and inner feelings with me, too. I m always the listener for them. Sometimes i could think tat they should be a passer by in my life. I would like to thx for u all's supports and reliable on me. As my old frens, they think tat i m a very active person. Nevertheless, i'm not tat active as they think. I used to land myself at passive position but jus not infront of them to protect myself from getting hurt again. People who talking with u might hiding their knife behind and stick u when u turn around. Never believe anyone even ur dearest. But, i jus simply take off my shield in front of my dearest frens because i really put them as my land for rest cz it was tiring to act in front of so many people. I m contradict but wat can i do? I dun like to be fake but everyone needs fren.

Dear old frens, i would like to say u all r the land for me...thx for accompanying me and forgive me in my 21 years of life. I always proud to have frens like u all. All of u r my dearest like my family, hope tat time won't take away our naive and true heart and we r always connected to each other. Jus throw ur problem to me and i'll be there for u.

我今晚的心情恍恍惚惚的，总觉得好像失去了什么，是有一些失望吧，可是也不知道失望什么，
希望今晚会有个好梦，一个简单但幸福的梦；梦里最好有最美丽的沙滩，最好吃的食物还有我最好的朋友，这样就足够了。。。只要有你在身旁就足够了。。。